home.\

I come home excited; looking forward to meet everyone, yet each of the past 3 times I've been greeted with bitter disappointment.

These people are the same as they were, except it is worse because our circumstances are not the same and therefore I don't think our attitude should be. Being so absorbed in your personality is not conducive to happiness or growth in my opinion. The same shitty topics of conversation (never about their own genuine feelings, ambitions, experiences or anything remotely authentic-everything seems to come from a place of seeking knowledge for the purpose of comparison or sharing for the sake of self-validation rather than, well, sharing) and the same backwards outlook on stuff. To the latter: sure, everybody unequivocally has the right to have an outlook. I just don't like the fact that their outlooks largely have to do with putting other people down.

I feel a bit melancholic. I want to find/meet more new people in Jaipur and India. I wonder how?