Lock on
From now, for this semester, I shall only give time to things that serve me. Strength, knowledge, practice of my craft and creating something of my own. Nothing else matters as much.
I have slivers of doubt thinking about how I might regret my lack of "campus involvement." However, I will only have these regrets if I fail at achieving my goals because in such a moment those goals will not have been worth it. So, the solution is not to try and neutralise my college experience and stay afraid in the middle ground hoping for something great to happen to me. I need to make real choices if I want to achieve something and take meaningful steps towards where I need to be.