Post-grad & stuff

Do I build for India or do I try to build India? Are those questions the same? Are those even the right questions?

I want to build a company but I also want to be in politics. I love debating and I want to keep doing it for the rest of my life. It makes me feel so alive.
I do also, however, know I desire exposure to the world and I love and value that greatly. I love talking to people and being able to make them laugh.

On a side note about people I admire (although somewhat related in that they have qualities I respect and would like to emulate in my own way). I like Nati. He's unfiltered in a very clever, filtered way. There are people who are good with words and there are people who know when to use which word; the latter is significantly more impressive. I also like that he always greets everyone but never pretentiously. At ease, again. Seems to be an emerging pattern, eh?

I like Rick; he is a genuine guy and a great friend to his friends. He was an awesome educator, and I'll always be grateful to have met him. I learnt the importance of letting loose from these people (LEO) and this process. I admire Will Crall for his discipline and great neutrality.

Anyways, I'm gonna chill out with the stress. I need to look good if I am to be in the public sphere; it also matters to me. I need to be smart, well-read and practised in restrained conversation with everyone. Hold back the humour for the close friends and when firing in speeches. Perhaps I need to smile more, too.
Fuck worrying honestly just do stuff.